November 2010
2 posts
October 2010
2 posts
“How do you live so happily while I am sad & broken down?”
September 2010
1 post
“The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known...”
– Elisabeth Kübler-Ross (via moronicbeauty)
August 2010
6 posts
“But when it came right down to it, the skin of my wrist looked so white and...”
– Sylvia Plath, The Bell Jar.
samanthalady asked: Dude, Sammi. You don't even know, everything you just said about your friend is the exact same way. I'm not even kidding. "Sure, you'll listen but as soon as you can you turn it back to you." jahsdjasd. UGH. Exactly. I can relate so freaking much. You deserve better. xo
WatchLovelove
Day 1 - Dear Best Friend,
Warning: There are a few different people who apply here but one in particular drives me THISCLOSE to killing myself or her on a daily basis so to keep myself alive and out of prison, I’m going to bitch (about her bitching as a matter of fact). You’ve been my best friend for almost 5 years now. You came into my life when it was completely falling apart. You were there sitting...
30 Day Letter Challenge? Okay.
I’m really bad at sticking with things but I’m going to try.
The 30 Day Letter Challenge
WRITE A LETTER TO THESE PEOPLE :
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone...
July 2010
3 posts
4 tags
Writing...... About writing?
I’ve wanted to write so much lately but I just… can’t. I’m literally incapable of writing anything with substance anymore and it is killing me. Sure, I’ll answer the occasional Formspring question every few days or so and sure, that’s considered writing but it just isn’t the same. Words are my passion. I absolutely love the English language. Everything...
“When you develop an infatuation for someone you always find a reason to believe...”
– The Beach (via -tashasblog)
Hi.
I’m Sammi and I forgot about Tumblr.
Ifailatsocialnetworkingsites.
April 2010
1 post
Conclusion.
I think that I’ve replaced sleeping at night with brainstorming ways to make everything okay again. So far, I’ve got nothing.
I just want this all to go away. I want to know that everything is going to be okay. I NEED to know that everything is going to be okay or else I’m not going to be okay.
The old me was made to get through these types of things. The new me is...
March 2010
2 posts
“Damaged people are dangerous. They know they can survive.”
February 2010
1 post
3 tags
I feel so much better now.
Josiah,
I couldn’t figure out why you called me the other day apologizing and, you know, maybe doing the right thing for once but now that your parents kicked you out, it all makes sense. You didn’t do it because you actually care about, love or miss me or Holland, you did it because you were once again, trying to save your own ass. I know that I would never be able to say any of...
January 2010
3 posts
2 tags
Hi, Crazy, nice to meet you. I'm Sammi.
I seriously feel like I’m losing my mind. I never thought that something as simple as a place to live could affect someone’s happiness so much but after jumping from place to place for the last three years, I’m finally realizing the toll it’s taken on me. I just want somewhere comfortable. Somewhere that I can be myself no matter what. Somewhere that I can raise my kids...
Every mom should read this.
I turned to a random page in a Chicken Soup for the Mother’s Soul book and this is the story I came across:
Our daughter Ariana moved from baby to toddler with her share of the usual bumps and scraped knees. On these occassions, I’d hold out my arms and say, “Come see me.” She’d crawl into my lap, we’d cuddle and I’d say, “Are you my girl?”...